Can I be a child again?

Can I be a child again
To relive every small game

I want to love unconditionally
To break free from thinking rationally

Can laughter and fights lone be my life
Lets enjoy it fully as who knows afterlife

I enjoy learning & feeling from soul
Using energy monetarily is not my goal

Why am I expected to learn tactics of pacer
Please note that I am not a rat racer

Let me learn things by experimenting
Don’t ruin my creativity by stopping

Give me a chance to fly
I promise to never say die

Take my promise for a proud future
Only if you let me venture…